The True Terror Lies in the Truth
The absolute terror isn't that evil exists somewhere out there in the darkness. It's that we've been living with it all along.
The absolute terror isn't that evil exists somewhere out there in the darkness. It's that we've been living with it all along.
America's systems of patriarchy, white supremacy, and exploitation stem from capitalist ideals that prioritize wealth accumulation and power concentration, which inherently require the exploitation of majority populations by minority elites and the creation of oppressive social hierarchies.
Speaking out about spiritual abuse is the worst. It results in deconstruction, depression, loneliness, anxiety, and stress. Yet, through the darkness, there is light.
My experience at the Austin Stone reveals what systemic spiritual abuse looks like in evangelical institutions. It also demonstrates how it causes profound harm, underscoring the need for accountability and survivor-led healing.
Wrestling with how the burden of bringing to light the narcissistic and toxic culture of the Austin Stone has fallen on minority shoulders.
The Austin Stone isn't exceptional. God was just fine long before the Stone existed, and God will be just fine, I'd argue even better, without the Stone.
We can embrace that change is good and healthy and empowers us to become the most compassionate, engaged, and mindful versions of ourselves. So when our time comes, we will have left our world better off than when we came into it.
The gist of William Faulkner’s quote is that events that happened in the past continue to influence our present. Faulkner isn’t alone; other well-known sayings about our past impacting our present…
Closing the book, I can appreciate that part of my story. P.O.D. helped shape; however, I understand but respectfully disagree with much at the root of Sonny's Christianity.
My book An Exile's Guide to Christianity was published on March 1st, 2025! As blown away as I am to think I wrote a book, this wouldn't have been possible without the support of my subscribers.
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Three Primary Tools Religious Institutions Leverage that Enable Abuse
Spiritual Abuse
Why 'staying to reform the culture from within' doesn't work
Embodied Resistance
The Role of Faith in a Tumultuous Political Landscape
Reconstructing Faith
Where God's 'Very Good' Meant 'Work in Progress'
Reimagining Scripture
Reassessing Ancient Ethics in a Modern World
Embodied Resistance
Faith Beyond Fear: Rejecting the Two-Party Status Quo
Embodied Resistance
Religious Dissonance: The Fight for the Church's Soul
Spiritual Abuse
Overcoming Trauma by Reframing Faith Narratives
Spiritual Abuse
Charting a Path Towards a More Compassionate Christian Experience
Reimagining Scripture
The Power of Myth: Exploring the Timeless Truths of the Bible's Creation Stories
Surviving the Austin Stone
When Spiritual Solutions Fall Short of Psychological Needs
Surviving the Austin Stone
Austin Stone Worshipping in a Public School
Reconstructing Faith
9 When he had said this, as they were watching, he was lifted up, and a cloud took him out of their sight.(Acts 1:9, NRSVUE) From becoming a Christian to Bible College, then Seminary, and pastoring for 15 years, the only way I thought Acts 1:9 could